oh and i learned how to play "anyone else but you" the song from juno and i'm super happy!! but i lost the rhythm for it.. anyway i dreamed of elaine last night and my upcoming ih paper and it was super hard so i dunno how to do then i stressed and cried hahaha byebye

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 7:29 PM

i realised i'm talking alot like weiyan now..... which is like super poser lah.. omg!! i'm becoming a poser!!! shittt... ok from now on i shall not talk like weiyan!! or like anybody else!!!
today i had my english paper.. didnt really prepare for it hahaha i think it went abit baddd... oh well... nvm.. cos i actually dun really care cos i dunno why and i have my chinese paper on monday and i haven't prepare for it... crappppp ahhhh ok so i'm suppose to like finish all my hw tonight so saturday i can study my chinese and sunday can celebrate ely's like last time in tackle (name of my youth service..) cos she's moving to australia... quite sad actually... shan't talk abt it anymore.. dun feel like going british council and julia gabriel 2moro but its super expensive tuition so i hav to go... need to do hw liao byeeeeee

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 7:19 PM

yay!!!!!!!! today's my birthdayyyyyyyyy!!! this is the best birthday i've everrrr had!!! let's start from 12 am... weiyan called me like around 11.10 to 11.20 then we talked about some stuff, then a few minutes after 12 am she sang me the birthday song (superr duperr uberr sweet okayyyy!!), then i was like ecstaticccc hahaha cos nobody has ever done that for me before... hehe...then after singing, she said happy birthday and then said "now u have a few more til' legal sex!!" haha i was laughing like crap... dirty dirty.. then we talked till 1.10 then went to sleep... thi morningg........ 6.30 am, amelia sent me a message and said happy birthday to meeee even though we were going to see each other in school in like what?? 40 mins?? hahaha then i went down and my parents sang me the birthday song... and when i got to school, as i was entering the classroom, sher and weiyan sang to me the birthday song (again for weiyan..) haha and there was to birthday cards for me on my tableeeee one was like huge and yellow done by weiyan and priscilla lam... another longgggggg and blue one done by shermain.... the yellow one had freddie highmore's head on it and lots of dirty dirty... most done by priscillaaaaa!! hahaha and shermain's one was like cow isit?? then it was ike superr uberr longgg... then pris and wy were laughing at the cards they made whenever they saw itttt... then i'll skip who said happy b'dae to me..... amelia gave me 5 chocolates... and priscilla (another one), said she forgot to bring my presentt and it was superr cute can!! not the present as in the way she told meeeeeeeee then i went to orchard w/ sher to do some stuff then we went and ate then her mom called her and sher told her mom it was my b'dae so her mom told her to treat meeee ahahaha superr happy can!! i had like a family b'dae party on saturday night and i had loadssssss of ang paos hehe lots lf shopping money... let me reveal a bit... got 3 of them got $50 notes!!!! hahaha i went nutssss at that time... and i got like more than 7 or 8 ang paossss hahahahaha so highhhh oh and i went down to cut cake then as i was walking down the stairs my dad was sitting on the chair then everyone sang happy birthday while i was walking down the stairsssss it was all so dreamyyyyyyy like a u noeeeeeeee......... so wheeeeeeeeeee hahaaha i totallyyy loveddddd it!!
and before my party i went to the scgs carnival w/ weiyan and jamie and jeanette but jean had to leave like 1/2 an hour after we got thereee so it was sadddddd anyway we all did temporary red hair dye it was superr cool can.. i thought my hair was dyed quite nicely hehe jamie's one was like the besttt but today we all found out there was still abit left from saturday even after washing out... so her scalp was kinda redddd... weiyan also but her's was pinkishhh hahaha it was quite fun but after a while it got boringgggg and we were sitting down checking out at who was dancing to the music.. there was about one or two who did like small dances.. and a lot were singinggggg hahaha ok i'm tireddddddd i shall go noww byeeeeeee

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 7:05 PM

superr sian dun really feel like posting i'm like superbly stressed cos i haven't do anyyyyyyyyy of my homework and i haven't studyy for mid-years..... STRESSING!! hahaha i dunno what to say too boredddddd, tireddddddd ahhhhhhhh nvm i go finish gossip girlllllllll byeeeeeeee

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 10:44 PM

bahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! so f**king irritated!!!! i had like a superrrrrrrr bad day!! so im superrr irritated... ok... so its like yesterday during the chinese composition test, lao shi came up to me pass me a piece of paper.. it was the answer sheet for the last chinese common test and told me to give the answers to the class tomorrow, which is today, if he does not come to school cos he's sick.... so i was like okkkkk..... and today: lao shi really never come so i went to the front and told the class to take out their chinese papers and do corrections... then i gave the answers... since my hand writing was not good... i write like one word big, one word small.. plus it was on the whiteboard so it was harder.. then i also need to think of the people behind in case they couldnt see... as i was writing i write like all over the place cos the stupid idiots of their class dun let me wipe their stupid class blog web address away and it was in the f**king middle so i couldnt write properly... then this f**king stubid b*tch was like " WHY YOU WRITE ONE BIG ONE SMALL ONE?? " but i ignored her... then valerie was like " MALLORY, CAN'T YOU PHOTOCOPY IT OUT FOR US?? " and i was said " NO!! " then she continue " WHY?? ISNT THE PAPER YOURS?? " then i shouted at her " NO!! " and i swored to myself if somebody made ONE more comment about anything i was going to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMM AT THEMMMMMM!!! i was superly thoroughly embarrassed!! then i started hearing more comments, not at me, but not directly said to me so i just tolerate... now i could imagine how angry lao shi felt during class... oh and some BIMBOS!! were not even copying the bloody answers lah!! f**cking b*tches.... arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! nevermind... not worth it... then after school........ amelia past by me after i ate my lunch and POKED MEEEEEEEEE!! so i poked her back... abit toooooooo hard... she turned around and say why you hit me?? then i was like i never... then she asked again and i replyed with the same answer.. then she turned to weiyan who was beside me and poked her... then weiyan " ehh why you poke me?? " then amelia " u hit me 1st!! " then weiyan " no lohh!! " then point to me.. then amelia look at me and i said " no loh!! i never hit you!! " then she looked from me to weiyan and from weiyan to me... then she looked at me again and said " you hit me!! " then i said... " no loh!! i never hit you.. ", not that i was going to deny that i poked her, so i said " i never hit you!! i poked you!! " then she gave me that look which was so hilarious and then tried to poke me again but i blocked then i quickly ran away, turned behind say goodbye to everyone then went off.. as i was walking, i saw amelia following me, i didnt actually think she was following me.. but towards the end it was perfectly clear she was following me to get her revenge... then i started to run.. so i ran outt of the school gate turned behind, i saw her looking at me from the steps and i said byeeee but she said something like you be careful tomorrow.. i walked like quite far from her already but just enough to see her small little figure, so i looked behind again and she was still there so i walked back a few steps and shouted to her " I DIDNT KNOW YOU LOVED ME THAT MUCH!! ", laughed and walked away... hahaha so cute lahh!! actually hilarious... hahaha.. but i didnt know my after school day was going to get worse...... a whole lot worse... i missed bus 154, but saw bus 156 coming a while later and sinced i needed to top up my card, i took it as it brought me to clementi, which was the closest mrt near my house.. i got on the bus, tapped my card about 4 times?? but cannot cos why?? my card was left with -20cents!! so it was really embarrassing and i didnt have coins, only a measly little small 10 cent coin, so i apologised to the bus uncle and asked him to drop me off the next bus stop.. as i was about to get down, he asked me where i was going to go, i told him clementi, then he gave me a very " nan wei qing " face then motioned his hand asking me to go behind. at 1st i was like "huh??" then he did it again then i was very confused so i just followed his instructions.. i was like " oh.. xie xie.. " then as i was about to go behind i felt EVERYONE'S eyes on meeeeeee... so embarrassing!!! but i was of cos' reallyyyyyyyyyy greatful to the uncle lah... sooooooo henggggggggg.... but it was quite a bad day.. suay... oh and during dentist i said suay cos we were having our checkup during free period, then the friendly dentist was like "huh?? suay?? see me very suay arhh??" then me, charmaine and michaela laughed of cos.. then of cos i had to explaine... hahaha... so funny...

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 7:36 PM

ahhhhh i'm so super boredddddddd i got a TON of BLOODY HOMEWORK to do but i just finished 3........ so idun really feel like doing i mean SERIOUSLY!!! y does the school have to give us sooooooo much HOMEWORK!!! ahhhhhhh i've got like 5 things to do left!! and i have study for mid-years so i'm like soooo superrr stressing!! ok... so like i have to do my maths hw which is maths textbk Q2 and 4a for the graph thingyyy, my study skills journal stufffffff, chinese tuitin hw, humanities MYE paper which has like superr duperr hard questions and i have to study humanities for MID-YEARS!!! i dun understand y they have testsss its like superr waste paper, superr waste time, cos' like a whole superr lot global warming by cuttingg of those trees(still dare to ask us to save the earth and stuff!!), and waste time also by studying!! arghhhhhhh so angry... sadly i still have my angry days... but not as much cos' i destressed abit by going orchard yesterday.. thats THE ONLY thing i like abt my school.. its near orchard.. lucky not in bukit batok or something.. only can go lot 1, west mall and stuff... so damn boring... met an ran yesterday on my way home.. we talked and stuff.. ahh need to go liao changr for STUPID BRITISH COUNCIL... waste time one.. i feel to lazy to go... STRESSINGGGGGG

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 11:10 AM

i'm so superrr stressing cos' of mid-years... and although there's not a lot of hw i still stressss cos i dun understand what the crap my maths, science and english is teachinggg.... so i'm stressing..... and its like ARGHHHHHH!!! worse still, i'm like superr addicted to the com right now so i cant concentrate... i also havent study for mid-years... i'm suppose to be doing work now but here i am blogging... i also cant concentrate in class and the WORSE of the WORSE is that i'm like having so superrrr duperr angry dayssss and its irritating me and everyone around me....... i feel angry all the time unless of cos' at times when someone makes me laugh... i feel so irritated with everybody!!! and its like ARGHHHH!! i feel like cursing 24 HOURS STRAIGHT!!! i need to destress, chill and like calm down!!!! @$*&(&^%$^&%*&!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i hate school i feel like dropping it.. its soooo irritating!!!!!!! i seriously do not know how i survived the past 4 days!!! and i'm losing my voice a little more everyday.... i f***ing need to die!!! like seriously now!!! but i cant... sadddddd!!! gotta do HOMEWORK already.... so superr sian lahh!!

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 9:08 PM

nvm... screw hw!! lets talk abt 1/4/2008!!! APRIL FOOLS!! hahaha!! i prank quite alot of ppl!! hehehe... i in schl prank nevine!! so funny!! she borrowed my comb and when she return it i was said "becareful u get lice!!" then she said "who got lice?? oh my god!! YOU?? SHIT!!" then she told jamie "OMG!! u maybe going to get lice lehh!!" then jamie said "not as if u got comb my hair.." then nevine "i did" then jamie "omg u idiot lahh hu got lice" then i said loudly "ME!!" then jamie freaked out only for like a second and nevine freaked out like for a min and i said "april fools!!" then nevine was like "u watch out later..." heeheehee but lucky going to last lesson already so she didnt hav the chance... hehehe.. then moving on... at night... i got alot of sms i dun use finish so i thought might as well... then i started smsing ppl "i know u hate me but u dun need to gossip behind my back right!!" then there was like a whole super lot of spaces then it said "cold sweat?? hahaha... happy april fools!!" hahaha!! i send it to lets see... ky, claire, elysha, chuan zhi, shermain, wan rui, weiyan, jeanette and rachel... ky, claire and wan rui fell for it.. chuan zhi, shermain, weiyan scrolled down so they werent tricked... jeanette and rachel didnt get the msg and elysha i wouldnt say fall for it cos altho she didnt scroll down, she just replied a "?" so not counted... it was so fun seeing the reactions of ppl who fell for it... so now consequences.... i'm supposed to be smacked on the head and kicked in the butt... hahaha too bad i lost contact w/ many ppl or else sure superrrr fun!!

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 5:15 PM

so long nvr blog liao... sian... didnt go schl today so i watched juno and finished my chinese and tuition hw which is like super pathetic cos i have dunno how many hours to finish my hw.... i JUST found out, MRS LIOW IS PREGNANT!!!! how friggin' cool is dat... hehe.. she told me last year she wanted a baby and this year she gets it... so friggin' cool.... i'm doing british council hw now... it sux... later finish still got supposedly maths march holiday hw left 5 questions, read the zuo wen bk (so superrr boringgg!!) and memorise my poems for the stupid picnic of words for julia gabriel... its not alot compared to last time at the start of the year when i had so superr much hw dat almost killed me!! hahaha... went to 6-6 blog and hong sing's blog just now.. what the hell is mr leng leng?? (no offense if u see this but...) yeahh.... and its raining like superr hard right now... and got alot of big loud thunders... sigh....... its scaring the hell out of me... oh and ms shen changed our seats today but i'm still sitting w/ weiyan plus tiff and hana.. but no shermain and jeanette... saded... but i think ms shen make a wrong decision to put us all together.. hahaha.. a excellent, terrific, fabulous wrong decision cos me and weiyan r still together!! hahaha... ahhhhhhhh............................. hahahahahahahahahaha...... i'm smiling to myself like an idiot!!! not to exclude laughing... hahaha... I HATE THUNDERS!!! its like "hahaha" to myself then suddenly "BOOM!!!" arghh i hate thunders.. gotta get back to my hw... ahh......... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

dont be afraid to take my hand
- 5:00 PM